Silence enfolds this placid darkness
The winds have grown quiet upon the shore
The hills whisper no names this night
The trees have become bare
Frozen desolation
an arctic depression
the maddening of ones soul
and a vacant mind
Where birds once sang
Crows now scream
Scream in answer
to afflicted spirit
Misery cries from the depths
The Depths of despair
Only a whisper is released
One final mortal breath
Sorrow without hope
I remember what it was like
what it was like to hold someone in arms
but now my arms are cold
And i am alone
Like the dark side of the moon
I know no warmth
Just desolate sadness against the waves
Fighting for comfort
I find only shadows
Wandering the these empty streets
I just want to take it all away
Losing myself in the darkness
I quietly fade out in the distance
Veiled Suffering
Verse 1
Reach back through the veil
Pull the suffering through
Devour it whole
Wallow in madness
Lose your mind in the dark
Destroy the logical path
Rot in your own pity
Hold yourself as you descend into ruin
Chorus:
Cleanse your mind
Free your soul
Chase down your demons
and Let them in the gate
Verse 2
To return to sanity
you must accept
your failures
and utter decay
Let it in
Let it in
Endure the madness
Haste the Blight
Chorus Repeat
Sometimes I really wonder what the fuck is inside my own mind
I mean really, WAT?
September 27th at 4:48 AM
Silence at Night
I sleep Alone
So cold I close my eyes
To numb the Pain
Running from my mind
I slip away in the dark
Hiding so I can ease myself
Escape the Worry
Seek a Way out
What is so frighteningÂ
Only the man behind the mask
The mask I wear
Who Am I? Except fragments of paranoia and grief
Time ages my desperation
Giving way to the madness underneath
I am intentionally lost in my own mind
Finding a way out means facing Who I really Am
Something haunts me these nights alone
I don’t want to find it
The monster in me
Eating away at my soul
How can I face what I don’t understand
How can I deal with my lack of real expression
What do I feel
What do I feel
I don’t understand myself
That scares me more than anything
What do I do?
I’m gonna write for the first time in a while tonight